those days and nights !!!

was it only in my mind
thats a question i keep asking myself all the time
why do people who are close to my heart
always disown me to make a new start

all i did was open my heart
made myself vulnerable right from the start
i never did anything ever to hurt them
always made efforts to love and protect them

then why is it that i have to suffer
for all the goodness and pain that i have to cover
I gave them my soul i gave them my life
and all they did was break all ties

sands of time will take care of me
but those painful days and nights shall stay with me