silence !!

out of sight, out of mind
wish that was how world was mine
but the fact remains
i believe in being straight

it will never be immaterial as the cut is too deep
what i felt will never be a repeat
im not trying
im not flying
its a deep wound which will take some time

just plain words will not make it heal
i dont even know how i made you feel
did you feel the pain inside
did you feel the rain outside

while you laugh i cry inside
hiding in a corner smiling outside
missing a friend who forgot me in the end
will he ever understand what he meant

for you moving on is so very simple
leaving me behind whos stuck and feels invisible

wish i could pick up the phone and talk
wish i could cover the hole and walk
but the fact remains
I will never be the same again