lost !!!

today the words are lost
somewhere deep in the ocean or covered with frost
dont know how to remove the crust
and give this life one more thrust
the grey cells are spinning and refuse to rest
scared and tired and exhausted of the big test
i keep assuring them that everything will be fine
but they refuse to believe me and tell me to give a sign
but how do i tell them silence is what is left
there will be no more signs as there is nothing left
my heart keep questioning me and i have no answer
i keep silent and let it beat faster
one day it will slow down on its own
and then finally it will leave me alone
again i have lost the stream of thoughts
back in the ocean or covered with frost