I don't know !!

I don't know what is this feeling
That I am feeling right now
Everything is calm
Yet seas are screaming the silent song

The waves are high
Crashing the shore
Breaking the silence
Making me feel no more

I close my eyes and let the pain surround me
For I know nothing will erase those words, said over
Never hurt the heart which loves you, I say to myself
For that heart will never forgive you
Even if it has to go through hell