I don't know !!

I don't know what is this feeling
That I am feeling right now
Everything is calm
Yet seas are screaming the silent song

The waves are high
Crashing the shore
Breaking the silence
Making me feel no more

I close my eyes and let the pain surround me
For I know nothing will erase those words, said over
Never hurt the heart which loves you, I say to myself
For that heart will never forgive you
Even if it has to go through hell

hurt, more than hurt !

Hurt, more than hurt- is what is left
tears have dried, empty eyes refuse to rest
those words are still whispered in my years
months after months they refuse to disappear

How many days and nights, will I still suffer?
for my belief, my faith, the memories of which makes me quiver
I am tired, I am exhausted and want to rest
this hurt, more than hurt, has killed me instead

Never again I want to believe, what I once believed
for when faith is broken, there is no relief
my walls shall remain, on all four sides of me
even up and down, closing me forever, till eternity

The last Song

I dont mind to be that lonely girl
standing under pouring rain in a deserted corner
The girl with a broken smile
who refuses to believe that a heart can be so unkind

cuz she will be loved
one day she will be love love loved

I dont mind to be that lonely girl
hurting inside walking bare feet in a deserted street
The girl with a broken heart
who refuses to believe that her belief was just a streak

cuz she will be loved
one day she will be love love loved