The Game of Waiting !

You say wait

 as the time is not yet right

You say stay

as the road is not yet within sight

You say hold on

this is not the time to fight

You say believe

and don't be blind by these dark nights

I listen to you and don't say a word

In fear that it may crumble my world

I cross my fingers behind my back

Wishing maybe today you fill my dream rack

At every exit I fake a smile

when only I know, I'm dying inside

Till the day I wrestle, take that as a sign

there is still something alive in me, inside 

Things come to those who wait

But nothing comes if no risk you take 

Once, twice and then thrice?

It's difficult to trust, but what if this time, it's right ! 

You will not know till you let go

Of all your fears that make you go slow 

Your life is not yours, then whose it is ? 

Why do we live only to fit in

Take a step towards your dream

Stop this waiting, this pain within

If you keep waiting for the right time

It will never come and life will pass you by 

The End !

Sometimes we keep living from one day to another

Not knowing where these roads will take us

We see the horizon looking back at us

Not knowing whether we will touch or submerge

I see the shadow of the black sun behind me

While I sit at the peak ready to jump

My thoughts are filled with the voices of pain

Telling me to quit and be ready to submerge

What is life I keep asking myself

If I cannot be with the one that I love

Between the two worlds I am crushed

Hopless I decide to finally submerge

I fall freely flying with the wind

Feeling like a bird with two long white wings

No one is there to break my fall

I think of you, only you, while I finally submerge

Back to .......

A little girl came to town

On her own after feeling let down

Not knowing what was stored for her

Scared and uncertain 

she embraced the new fur

She stumbled and fell

But no one could tell

For she had promised her angel

She will take him away 

away from road to hell

Storms came and went

She quietly took each one of them

When did she break, she herself didn't know

As there was no time to feel dead and hollow

As she sits here and looks back at her life

There are no regrets though sometime she may not be right

Life is a journey and nothing lasts for ever

These few words she says to herself

forever and forever

Why ?

Why are there moments which make you think
That everything is impossible and everything stings
Why can't I live one day at a time
How can I change myself and find peace of mind

All efforts fail to think differently
Even if I push myself to infinite degree
I keep getting lost in these ferocious storms
Please help me, give me strength to be strong

I am so afraid like a scared child in a lonely street
Surrounded by darkness, with no ground under my feet
Why can't I be grateful for all that I have
Why can't I change and accept my fate defeat

The warrior princess

With empty hands she landed in the field
Surrounded by dragons just ready to eat

Fixed was her gaze
She looked directly in their eyes
There was no fear, no sweat
As the temperature began to rise
Cold was she
With burning in her eyes
Turning to red
Her skin which once was pink, unlike this knight

The silence was broken with one single dong
Unswayed was she watching the approaching storm
Standing on two feet she stretched her empty hands
To draw out the sword hidden deep in black sands

The dragons roared, setting fire to the wind
But she was ready to fight for her next of Kin
Dragons didn't know the fire inside her
which was driven by the true love, now besides her

With one stroke, they all came down
Time stood still to watch them fall to the shaking ground
Never test the power of passionate protective love
For when stretched
Can even bring the heavens to its ground

The war left the warrior princess empty
Sucked out her soul from within
She still stands on the ground
Half buried, like undead standing still without a sound
Silence surrounds her as she watches the world
This is the price she had to pay
To protect her only world

'I' and 'WE'

'I'
a one letter word, different than 'WE'
put it behind you and you will see
how lonely one single hand can be

'I'
a word powerful enough to destroy
even the heavens where once there was merry and joy
what road will it make you travel
soon you shall fall as the loneliness shall unravel

'I'
was there once
full of spirit and full of fun
forgot that there existed a 'WE'
the force that drove everything inside me, to be
then 'I' came before 'WE'
and all was lost, swept away by the roaring sea

'I'
a lonely, one letter, incomplete word in dictionary
rules over this world, spreading hatred and disharmony
'WE' need to take charge and end this monarchy
and let the 'I' know, that
two hands when together turns cacophony to symphony