little girl or ...?

what do you see in me
a little girl or a turbulent sea
i myself do not know where i am
i trip and trod in no mans land

i still have that feistiness inside me
the same one i had with two pig tails, around me
i still jump high on tiny little things
though now i hide it with just a simple swing

I remember myself walking with a pride
never looking either left or right
i did whatever i wanted to do
paying no attention to Mr. right or Mr. True

Day was day and night was night
everything was simple with just one candle light
all i knew was to dance and smile
and dream of dreams flying high colourful kites

what happened, I ask myself
where did i lose that little girl, you loved yourself
this is not you, what you wanted to be
you loved to walk as high as stars can ever be

I know you are hungry again for that little dream you had
and little scared, what if, the history would repeat itself
I know that little girl inside you wants to jump and jump
but hold on to your horses, time has not yet come

wake up that little girl slowly and softly
she is terrified of coming out, so move steadily
make her rise again to see a better tomorrow
away from your past, away from all the sorrow

what do you see in me
a little girl or a new me ?

I Sea !!

I stand by the sea

Hand in hand, knee by knee

Sharing the silence underneath

It comes forward to take me by the hand

Pulls me deep inside it strand by strand

Shows me the darkness up its sleeve

How it crawls and screams in the deep

It twists and turns

And the bed is not of roses

Showing me its scars

Left by time in phases

It screams holding me tight

Letting out a howl to blow my mind

I lie still absorbing its pain

Becoming one under the heavy rain

We drift quietly

Now oblivious of world above us

No one to shatter the peace

Which we have found among us

I lie by the sea

Hand in hand, knee by knee

Sharing the silence underneath